Wednesday, May 6, 2009

i'm down on my mind...

ha.ha.ha i'm still looking for a job. I hit up Second Cup & Bridgehead today thank q ms' for that free caramel latte while I filled out that application hopefully that is it for job hunting, but at the end of the day I still need that cash.

NEWAYZA...
These days these days what about these days? I just don't know what to write about. I've been bored silly not too thrilled with the way things are starting off this summer 555 bay needs to get that squad together but whatever Ive got several months left correct? correct.So i'm sitting in front of this computer and i've got Woods by Bon iver meaning good winter lol I thought it was his actual name at 1st with the loop activated. He got the auto harmonizer thing going on like that chick imogen heap and her "mmmm whatchu say?" song famous from that show titled Oh.piece of Crap. continue, The song consists of only these lines "im up in the woods, im down on my mind, im building a still, to slow down the time"


now me I can't find myself saying much around folks it maybe a defense mechanism who knows who cares and sometimes I would like to be left alone although I don't hard to explain now this dude after his band broke up decided to live iso'd in his pop's cottage in the middle of the woods ended up making an EP. Now im thinking to myself could I do something like that? hell sometimes I wish I could just *poof* but I aint nightcrawler pause, damn where does this leave me now? continue, everyday im pleaing with my maker, Ive even tattoo'd a plea on my ribs i know its not enough. Every day I wish I could live my life without an unhealthy fear of me giving up my ghost one silent night. I wanna scream but it's like the world got me on mute insert swear word here
Its not like I can go home and everything will be fixed, my band of zeros are there damn I miss em but insert swear word here home is not the answer right now. I can only listen to this tune tonight and dream, dreaming is all I ever do making music, bbq'n having a good ol time where it doesn't snow with zeros alike and my ghost is at peace it's foolish but what else can I do? pause,another day...

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